Life I guess

HEY GUYS! It's been forever! Summer has officially been over for a week here, as we start our fifth day of school. Sorry about the nonexistent updated summer. But with my obsessive personality, I found so many things to obsess over, bands and youtubers mostly. I know it's not the healthiest to sit on my bed all day(and night) watching youtubers like Danisnotonfire, amazingphil, zoella, Thatcherjoe, Tyler Oakley, troye sivan, Connor franta, Caspar lee, and like 103739294772920 more. Ps are there any other die hard troyler shippers in here? My Wattpad filled with troyler fanfictions. I'm not saying troyler is real, and I would never force it on them, but if it was real, I'd probably die. Well this quickly turned into an otp blogpost. 

Anyways, school is absolutely terrible, the only good part being lunch, where I have 20 minutes with my small group of friends. Anxiety, stress, and fear have eaten me whole. I'm hoping that when I move into my own room at my dads house next weekend some of my stress will go away because I will have my own space, but I don't know. Music helps a lot. Over the summer I gained thos relationship with music where I listen to it and in return it saves me. While we are on the topic of music des anyone watch the VMA'S the other day? I was devastated when 5 seconds of summer, one if my 2682826 favorite bands lost the Artist to Watch award to 5th Harmony. When their name was said Katy perry asked Sam smith who they were. If that doesn't prove why 5 seconds of summer should have the award, I don't know what does.

I've got to go school now but ill try and update more frequently now that we have out iPads. 

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